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brian scott murray
* / I WOKE UP AND HE WAS SCREAMING

all i wanted was you. all i wanted was you. i think i'll pace my apartment a few times, fall
asleep on the couch. watch black and white re-runs. i'll go back to the beginning to
just relive the start. we can stop at our favorite parts. well all i wanted was you
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CANON OR ORIGINAL: original
FULL NAME: brian scott murray
GENDER: male
AGE: eighteen
RACE: cruor (half vampire)
EYE COLOR: pale gray
HAIR COLOR: blondish-brown
HEIGHT: 6' 4''
WEIGHT: 198 lbs

FACE CLAIM: chace fucking crawford



LONER OR GROUP/CLAN: loner
IF SO, WHICH ONE: x
BORN INTO OR JOINED: x
DISCLOSED RANK: x

POWERS:
cruor - Being a cruor doesn't really come with any specific powers besides there looks. Most of them follow their parents only in their beauty, but everything else just tends to be human. They could look younger then usual, normally stunningly beautiful with paler-then-normal skin; but no blood-thirst or obsessions such at those, which is a bonus. But they also have no real powers to rely on also.

immortality - The ability to live forever. Even longer then vampires themselves. Only a few individuals could ever posses such a power. Never aging, never changing; stuck forever in whatever age, look, and mind-set that they might have.



PERSONALITY:
THE CARING ONE -- Brian could quite possibly be the nicest kid you would ever meet. He really truly is a nice guy. He couldn't even hurt a fly really. Plus, he's not exactly the overly muscular teenager either. He was the long tall kind of guy. He has some strength; but that's beyond the point really. He wouldn't dare hurt anyone. In fact, he's afraid most of hurting someone. If he did anything on the contrary of hurting someone; he would never ever forgive himself. Once, he failed at saving someone that had been drowning in a pool -- and the only thing he did was turn back and blame himself for it. When he did try everything in his power to save him, everything that he could do, he still blamed himself. He couldn't help it. He failed at saving someone. He would do anything to help someone in need. Just his type of person really. He cared about people, even strangers. Well, to some extent really. Strangers scared him, they really did. But if he saw someone in trouble he wouldn't just walk on past him or her. He would help the person in distress. Maybe even a vampire? I guess it just depends on the problem.

SCHIZOPHRENIC FREAK -- Brian is...crazy. He calls it a disease but its more then that really. Its could quite possibly be all on his head but who knows. He never was like this, but not he was a broken mess. He is literally afraid of anything. Or, anything thats not worthy of being afraid of, he is. It might not be an over exaggeration to say he's an afraid of his own shadow. Paranoia takes him over in almost a fit. Shaking, twitching, wide eyes. All of it thrown together into one big huge mess of Brian. Its really uncontrollable really; setting him off and not really stopping for the longest of time. Its deadly to his mind, ruining him from the inside out. He gets insane, the flight reflex becoming the strongest part in his consciousness and he just needs to get out or go somewhere. And because of this, he normally ends up hurting himself. Really. Panicking is never a good thing, and frankly, it will always end up on the bad side of the day. Anything that has to do with death, killing, even blood sets him off. Being hunted for most of his life for what he is; just a second thought about anything vampire will set him off in a twitching fest. The things he thinks about...you could never imagine. Its like his head plays out everything around him like the scariest horror movie you've ever seen. He see's himself dying, the people around him dying. It was insane really to know that the friendly little Brian had such thoughts rolling around in his head.

LIAR LIAR -- For most of his life he had been forced to lie. Lie to stay alive, lie to be kept a secret. When he's not completely freaking out over things he is a truly good liar really. If that was a good or bad thing he doesn't know quite yet. But because of the people that want to kill him, he has to lie. He has already lied about a few very important things about him. For one; his age. Mostly everyone thinks he is nineteen; but in reality he is just seventeen. The point of that? So he could run his diner. Its the only thing that he has left from his family. The second one; his parents. Most of the less-close people that he knows think they just moved away deep into the country because his mother was getting sick near the city. Most of them would never even guess that they were dead as dead in some pine box near his old abandoned house. He could never stay in his parent's house. There were good memories there, many of them. But the bad ones haunted him even more. Maybe lying isn't the best way to go; but it works for him. Especially since the last thing he wants to talk about is his dead parents.

HELLO ALTER EGO -- He does have an alter ego. And not just one in his head. In fact, its a living breathing person. Named Tyler. Of course, Brian has no idea that the guy isn't real. In fact, he thinks Tyler is a perfectly normally person. Not some guy made up in his head. Tyler is completely his opposite. Bold, rash, brave, strong. Everything that Brian really wants to be makes up his suddenly close friend. They converse, talk, go places. It really just doesn't help Brian at all; just contributing to his insanity theory. But how is he supposed to know? Although Tyler is a completely different person to him; Tyler is Brian. And the things that Tyler does...its just Brian. Its confusing ideas to think about; but true ones. Sometimes Brian watched Tyler do things from afar; but really its just him. And because of this, 'Tyler' is getting him into a lot of trouble. The worst kinds. Lately, its been all drink and drugs and no sleep. Everyone is concerned about him. I mean, Brian is just not he kind of guy to go late out at night and bar hop all around until he's completely drunk. But Tyler is. He thinks Tyler has a control over him; but truthfully its Brian that has control over himself. It's really hard to explain what drove Tyler to being made; but he's real as real to Brian.

SELF CONFIDENT-LESS -- Through all his life, Brian had never really been very confident in himself. He practically see's himself useless. Which frankly, he really truly is. All he is really good for when it comes to anything is either running away, freaking out, or ruining anything. Sure, he is a very caring type of person, always there to help people. But when it counts the most to help anyone, its hard to say that he would do anything but just stand there with his eyes wide like a deer in the headlights. He doesn't really think he's that handsome. Which is a horrible understatement. The only thing he is even close to being confident is his ability to play guitar; which is becoming more and more uncertain as the time goes by. Mostly everyone turns him down to play; so what happens to his confidence? Gone. He really is good at it; just no one will give him a chance. Who would think Twitchy was good at anything but being one really good listener?

EASILY MANIPULATED -- All his life he has been manipulated by someone. By something. He is surprisingly gullible, and extremely dependent on the people around him. He is not a leader type, on no occasion would he ever be. He doesn't have the guts. His lack in self-confidence and his constant fear of the world drives him to almost wanting to be used. Manipulated in some way or another. He just couldn't help it really. He needs people to take care of him. All of his pride and dignity left him a very long time ago; and he really doesn't fight being controlled. Or pitied like most people would be. He really isn't offended by that kind of stuff, not at all. He's reached the point of understanding that he can't live without that, can't possibly take care of himself. As sad as it sounds.

DESCRIPTION: Brian doesn't really have that 'i can break your neck in seconds' look and never really had. He is more tall and lean if anything, muscular in some aspects but not amazingly strong either. His long legs makes him a bit of a klutz, and it's possible that he has two left feet. He is always tripping on things and hurting himself, without even being completely panicked sometimes. He just kinda moves to fall over. Long-ish brown hair is normally mussed back and forth without any real expectation; constantly getting in front of his eyes at almost a regular basis. He developed his own little jerk of his head to rid the brown strands from his eyes as well. His eyes are the traditional Cruor look; light gray, almost pupil-less looking if anything. They normally don't change in shade either; just bluntly light gray to give him that blind-man look. He is very handsome, the only real thing he adapted from his vampire father. His looks are far too perfect for a human that is, and his skin color is paler then normal as well. Not nearly as pale as a vampire of course, but right along the middle really. Seems like all he really got from vampires was their looks. No powers, no blood thirst. Just handsome with those stunningly gray eyes. Most of the time he is happy looking, a dashingly handsome smile making up his facial expression. But the other half of the time he just has fear plastered on his face. Eyes wide, twitching hands. Always constantly twitching hands. Uncontrollable really.

LIKES:
- close friends
- calm
- most food
- his restaurant
- most music
- his guitar
- motorcycles
- scout day (>D)

DISLIKES:
- un-veggie vampires
- anything that frightens him
- his 'disease'
- silence, quiet
- feeling weak, useless
- being left behind
- death
- being the bottom of the food chain
- causing danger
- blood
- yelling

GOOD QUALITIES:
- kind hearted
- sweet
- caring
- great listener
- always there
- comical
- always helpful

BAD QUALITIES:
- always afraid
- too paranoid
- over reacts to everything
- self-confidence issues
- easily hurt; sensitive
- swayed; gullible
- klutz
- always hurts himself
- easily manipulated


HISTORY (NOT REQUIRED): bah. read his story.



SAMPLE POST: -snort-

READ THE RULES?: YOU SHOULD KNOW IT. bitches

out of character;
YOUR NAME: thiamonster
OTHER CHARACTERS: tim, pat, chris, charlie
OTHER: doeeettt

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